| | Location: @ work
Time: 11:30 AM
I didn't even want to wake up
this morning for work. Last nite, I didn't even want to leave the
bowling alley. [I was with Wendy G. and James.]
I would have played for another 2 hrs if I haven't already empty out my
wallet... Bowling loosen out my stress... It makes me feel better over
what happened Sunday night. Ming called me that night and said some
things that made me cry alot. Why can't he have more confidence in us,
our relationship? He always think too much, why can't he just follow
his heart and action and leave it at that. Why does he have to think on
the bad side, that he ain't good enough to me. I like things just the
way it is but he's making it all complicated...sigh. I'm better off not
thinking about all this sad stuff... Still got school to worry about...
Nothing at work to worry about... Work is always the same simple stuff.
I can't spend any money for the rest of the month, already reached the
limit on my HSBC credit card... and still need to pay the bills since
it's already the end of the month. Wish me luck with my bills and
school! =.=
P.S. Ming and I are totally over... He went all the way off to Vermont without telling me because he don't know how to break the news to me. What kind of excuse is that? He also told me he won't be back in NY for at least a few months at max a yr. Isn't that crazy or what? He rather go all the way over there for a job then trying harder in NYC where he can see me. I HATE HIM!
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| | Posted 9/26/2006 11:35 AM - 31 Views - 4 eProps - 2 comments
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